Meditations for
August 2000
by Pythia Peay
The New Moon in Virgo is
joined this month by two other planets, Mercury and Mars, in the earth
sign of Virgo. The restless, analytical, and mercurial nature of Virgo
is a thin veil over its genuine nature as a seeker after truth and simplicity.
Like separating the golden grains of wheat from the chaff, Virgo's task
is to sift, sort, and scrutinize in order to distill that which is essential
from that which is inconsequential. The Priest or Priestess of the Zodiac,
Virgo finds its fullest expression in humble service to those noble ideals
which transcend ordinary life.
THE VIRGIN GODDESS
The virgin goddess is an
archetype of the Divine Feminine found in myths and religions since the
beginning of time. She is the Egyptian Isis, "She Who Gave Birth to the
Universe." She is the Roman Diana, "Lunar Virgin," goddess of the
sacred grove and Mother of Animals. She is the Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother
of Jesus, the Divine child.
Virgo in Latin means "unmarried,"
and, as Esther Harding has written,* the title of virgin goddess did not
imply physical virginity, but the quality of being "one-in-herself." Thus
the virgin goddess is not the feminine counterpart of a male god, or even
his partner. Instead she is the Mother of the World who stands alone as
a divinity in her own right. This is symbolically reflected in the temple
priestesses who eschewed marriage in order to perform the sacred rites
and rituals of the virgin goddess they served.
MEDITATION: To attune
to the virgin goddess, you may want to choose an image from history that
is particularly meaningful to you. She may be the loving-hearted Virgin
of Guadalupe, whose hands stream forth the light of compassion. She may
be Isis nursing Horus on her lap, crowned with the crescent moon, or Diana
in her torch-lit grove caring for her lively forest creatures. You may
receive an image of her from your own imagination: your virgin goddess
may be veiled with stars and mystery, or, like a dream I once had, appear
as a young, laughing, long-haired goddess who was the joyful embodiment
of unconditional love.
When you have a clear image
of the virgin goddess, imagine her seated within the temple of your heart.
Like a holy rain, her qualities pour out from her, filling your being with
grace, loveliness, simplicity, and, most of all, love. Experience her as
the vital source of life itself, for though virginal in her integrity and
completeness, she is the mother of all creation and the original source
of every being. She is the mother that you never had, or that your mother
or her mother before her never had, as well. She is the one who heals you
of your imperfections through the generosity of her forgiveness, and who
contains you in the wide embrace of her acceptance. Her gift to you is
healing love; the kind of happy, healthy affection that makes whole all
that had been hidden in shame and woundedness.
After you have spent some
time in communion with the virgin goddess, imagine that, out of love, you
have dedicated yourself to her as a priestess or priest. In your devotion
to the qualities that she represents, you may wish to create a ritual that
celebrates her being throughout the month of September. Like all rituals,
this rite will serve to remind you of that which is truly meaningful in
life, marking a boundary between the sacred and the profane. Your ritual
may be a silent moment each day at a certain time; words of prayer outside
in nature; or an act of loving kindness for a creature in need. When you
have finished designing your ritual, close your meditation with loving
gratitude for your reconnection to the virgin goddess who is ever-present
within and without.
CLARITY OF INTENTION:
WHAT - OR WHOM - DO YOU SERVE?
"Whom does the grail serve?"
was the question asked of the wounded Fisher King in the Arthurian legend.
The health of the kingdom, as well as the healing of his own wound, depended
upon his answer. As Virgo is a sign of service it is, as well, a timely
question to ponder at this New Moon. For service without purity of intention
lacks clarity or the ability to truly heal. Like the chivalrous knight
who has dedicated him or herself in service to their kingdom, one's intention
is the spirit that animates any form of service.
MEDITATION: To clarify
one's intention about the purpose you have chosen to serve in life, it
may help to meditate on the image of a crystal. If you have a real crystal,
place it on your altar. If not, then visually imagine a large crystal,
centering it within your inner vision. Contemplate this crystal for as
long as you like, absorbing into yourself its clear translucense. Imagine
that its diamond-like light is penetrating your body, heart, and mind.
Think of sunlight glinting off snow; landscapes of crystals; ice-blue mountain
lakes. Breathe in crystal-clean, crisp mountain air. Slowly, begin to feel
as if your whole being is coming into sharper and sharper focus. Everything
that has clouded your vision has melted away in the brilliance of this
light.
Now allow a question to form
in your heart: "what, or whom, do I serve?" Without forcing an answer,
allow a response to arise naturally from within - whether an image, a phrase
or even a piece of music or an emotion. (Later, you may wish to write down
your response, as well as any interpretations, the way you might work with
a dream.) Now, as any knight would do, place your hand over your heart
and dedicate yourself in service to this purpose - the ideal that has chosen
you to be its trusted servant.