According
to astrological tradition, we are each born under
a star of destiny. Indeed, it is said that
it takes 26,000 years for the unique natal chart
that marks each birth to repeat itself in the heavens
above. The secret fate encoded in our chart is a
sign that, as the Jungian thinker James Hillman
has written, "We are each born called."
Imprinted on our souls the split second it assumes
a human body is the pattern of a purpose, the secret
reason of our existence. Decoding that stellar message
and living it out is the important work of all our
lives.
If
there is an astrologically-appointed time to discovering
and incarnating the glory of who you were born to
be, the Leo New Moon is it. Leo is ruled by the
Sun, and as it is taught in many wisdom traditions,
your true self is a ray of light descended from
the Sun of Suns, the Divine source. During the course
of your journey on earth, however, the core of light
within you may have become veiled, eclipsed by the
darkness of forgetfulness and ignorance. The Solar
Eclipse at this New Moon, therefore, is an especially
important time to reconnect with your purpose
and heritage
as a being of light.
These
days many thinkers tell us we are born with a mission
or purpose to fulfill. But discovering the nature
of that calling is more like an Odysseus-like wandering
through strange lands and across wide oceans than
a clarion-clear set of instructions. We
think our purpose is one thing, and then, before
we have even grabbed hold of it, it shape-shifts
into something else. In my own life, I
have come to think of purpose more in terms of a
quality or an archetype than a specific job description.
Like a magnet, our lives constellate around that
core quality. According to the Sufi teacher Pir
Vilayat, there is a celestial realm of archetypes,
a "Divine Treasury" of qualities. Our spiritual
task is to bring these qualities into creative form
through the medium of our personalities. As a writer,
astrologer, meditator, mother, friend, and
seeker, for instance, the twin flames that burn
on the altar of my heart are the qualities of wisdom
and inspiration. Inspiring others to see the bigger
picture, to focus on what really matters, and to
awaken the deeper, ancient knowledge hidden within
each of our souls is the orient of my life.
So
this New Moon, take time to reflect on becoming
who you were born to be. Rather than focusing on
a specific task, go to the center of your heart
and meditate on the core strength of your soul.
Perhaps you are here to bring beauty, whether through
art, environmental justice, or fashion. Perhaps
you are here to help heal the suffering of the world,
whether through your writing, activism, or as a
physician. Or maybe you are here to bring insight
and truth where there is confusion and ignorance.
One way to sharpen this practice is to highlight
the central theme that runs like a golden thread
through the disparate factors of your life, weaving
a distinct pattern in the process.
After
spending some time contemplating the quality that
burns brightest for you, imagine that archetype
as a warm and luminous flame within your heart.
This is the flame that empowers your heart with
courage, conviction, and the energy necessary to
accomplish your purpose. As you contemplate the
flame, gaze deeply into its fiery depths. At the
center of the red aura of this flame is a blue core
of diamond clear light; after some minutes meditating
on this image, imagine that an extraordinary being
of light begins to take shape within its aura. Gazing
more closely, you realize that this is the star-angel
of your divine purpose - the person you were born
to become.
Close
your meditation by making a vow of commitment to
serve this being within. Then turn your attention
to the sky, where the proud Leo ambassador of Light
and Purpose reappears after its momentary eclipse.
Let the star within your heart also take its place,
shining its light over the darkness on Earth.
Pythia
Peay is the author of Soul Sisters: The Five
Sacred Qualities of a Woman's Soul, and Mercury
Retrograde: Its Myth and Meaning (Tarcher).
She is at work on a memoir, American Icarus.